this feeling calls for everything I can't afford to know is possible now
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Jyn hadn't kept track of the time, hadn't counted the days as they turned into weeks, months, years. She knew from experience that to do so would only make her miserable, and she'd already been in Darrow for a hell of a lot longer than she had anywhere before. So she didn't, off the top of her head, know how long it had been since she'd seen Cassian Andor, and yet he was unmistakable.
A reunion.[ HERE | complete | excessive emotions ]
Instead, she found herself at Spike's door, not even having realized that was her destination until she was part of the way there. It made sense, though. He was her oldest friend, someone she knew had lost people just like she had. If there was anyone who might understand, it was him.
A confused and emotional Jyn turns to two old friends.[ HERE | ongoing | excessive emotional repression, questionable coping mechanisms ]
"I've been here before," he said at last, dumbly. Things said in the last hours, the looks on her face, the way she touched him, all fell into place. It went like thunder through his eyes, if not on his frozen face. "With you."
An important truth comes out.[ HERE | complete | discussion of war/trauma/etc ]