did you say your prayers?
Jan. 25th, 2012 07:39 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
You can live through anything, now. You'll survive if the world is turned inside out. And it will be. Sooner than you think.
There are days when sleep seems to be a shroud that slips over Faye in waves, occasionally clinging to her shoulders, eyelids heavy as lashes touch her cheeks. It's easy to sleep here. It grow still more so by the day, only the occasional interruption keeping her up at night, but her life has been a transient one ever since she woke up in that chamber, and so she's learned to cope with that long ago. People might disappear. People will, if patterns persist. But she'll survive through anything.
She always has.
A touch, cold like ice, brushes against her arm. Another, against her calf. A hand brushes away the sensation with an irritated flick, only to feel something hard knocking against her knuckles. Brow furrowing, Faye's hand turns, pressing harder still against a smooth, rounded surface, until glass jars against glass and her eyes fly open. Revealing butterflies in the sky.
The most beautiful butterflies in the world.
Her breath starts to shake as she glances down, gold darting between pearls of cerulean blue, marble after marble closing around her from all sides, scattered across the sandy beach, a sharp pain under her hand as she shoves herself to her knees.
"No. I need a knife, I need—"
Hands desperately grabbing through air, she tries to push them away, every one of the butterflies, until a face suddenly appears only yards away.
"Get back."
[ There are a thousand blue marbles scattered across the beach, most of them pooled by Faye's side, her 2012 NDPD. The butterflies mentioned in the narrative are not real; they're the result of nanomachines in her bloodstream. Faye thinks that the marbles are biological weapons as she once encountered in her world, but they're actually harmless, although she's very obviously panicked as a result. ]
There are days when sleep seems to be a shroud that slips over Faye in waves, occasionally clinging to her shoulders, eyelids heavy as lashes touch her cheeks. It's easy to sleep here. It grow still more so by the day, only the occasional interruption keeping her up at night, but her life has been a transient one ever since she woke up in that chamber, and so she's learned to cope with that long ago. People might disappear. People will, if patterns persist. But she'll survive through anything.
She always has.
A touch, cold like ice, brushes against her arm. Another, against her calf. A hand brushes away the sensation with an irritated flick, only to feel something hard knocking against her knuckles. Brow furrowing, Faye's hand turns, pressing harder still against a smooth, rounded surface, until glass jars against glass and her eyes fly open. Revealing butterflies in the sky.
The most beautiful butterflies in the world.
Her breath starts to shake as she glances down, gold darting between pearls of cerulean blue, marble after marble closing around her from all sides, scattered across the sandy beach, a sharp pain under her hand as she shoves herself to her knees.
"No. I need a knife, I need—"
Hands desperately grabbing through air, she tries to push them away, every one of the butterflies, until a face suddenly appears only yards away.
"Get back."
[ There are a thousand blue marbles scattered across the beach, most of them pooled by Faye's side, her 2012 NDPD. The butterflies mentioned in the narrative are not real; they're the result of nanomachines in her bloodstream. Faye thinks that the marbles are biological weapons as she once encountered in her world, but they're actually harmless, although she's very obviously panicked as a result. ]
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Date: 2012-01-24 03:57 am (UTC)Edward scampered across the sand picking up the blue marbles one after another, occasionally tossing one up in the air. They looked familiar, but she couldn't place them and it didn't matter. Marbles were for playing. Playing what, she couldn't remember, but they were for playing.
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Date: 2012-01-24 02:20 pm (UTC)"Faye," she says sharply, trying to get her to focus for even a moment. That way she can ask what's going on, why there are marbles all over the beach and, most importantly, why Faye's acting as if they're the end of the world. Someone's bound to step on them and take a pretty spectacular fall, but it isn't that bad. It isn't.
"Hey, come on," she says and her voice softens a little, but only slightly.
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Date: 2012-01-25 02:29 am (UTC)He notices the girl half a second later, her violet hair shimmering in the sunlight as he approaches her carefully, drawn to her frantic movements. Trying to make sense of them.
But he stops short when she whirls around to face him, raises both hands palms out. "It's okay, I'm not trying to hurt you."
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Date: 2012-01-25 03:59 am (UTC)A breath caught in Faye's throat as she watched the girl shuffle over the shore, collecting the marbles until they threatened to slip through her nimble fingers. The only saving grace was the fact that Edward had been exposed to the vaccine before, she was immune. Heart still feeling as though it was thudding in her throat, Faye reached out for the girl's shoulder, trying to pull her straight.
"Don't you recognize these? Ed, they're not toys. They look exactly like Vincent's."
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Date: 2012-01-25 04:08 am (UTC)Lily. No.
"Shit— Lily, no, you need to—" With a gulp for air, Faye's hands reach out for the other woman's shoulders, gripping tight as she shakes her head, heart pounding in her ears and throat alike. "They're not marbles, they're— virus, and you need the vaccine—"
Although they sink first in the sand, Faye's feet find purchase as she tugs both of them away from the spot.
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Date: 2012-01-25 04:20 am (UTC)"No, that's not—"
She shakes her head, disoriented, the lights in her eyes all moving, almost cacophonous against the pounding of her heart in her ears, dizzying even as she squeezes her lids shut. "We need to get out of here. Sam, you need to run."
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Date: 2012-01-25 03:35 pm (UTC)"I'm not Sam," he says, careful to keep his tone quiet and even. "It's okay. Just let me help you; what do you need?"
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Date: 2012-01-25 07:11 pm (UTC)"What are you talking about?" she asks, one hand lifting, covering Faye's on her shoulder. She squeezes lightly, still trying to get Faye to focus for just a moment. "They're just..."
They look just like marbles. There's nothing about them that makes Lily think they're a threat, not like she imagines a virus might look, especially not if it's weaponized, which sounds like it's the case from the way Faye is speaking. But then, she realizes, she has no idea what something like that might look like. Nothing to base it on, no experience. The only thing she knows in a situation like this is that she trusts Faye.
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Date: 2012-01-26 07:23 am (UTC)"We need to get out of here," she insists, the back of her hand rubbing ineffectually against her eyes, hoping to brush the gold away. "Those marbles aren't safe; they carry this, this virus, and..." Breathing, Faye squints through the light.
"You don't feel strange?"
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Date: 2012-01-26 09:19 am (UTC)And unless she already has the vaccine running in her veins, that simply wouldn't be the case.
"You feel... okay?" Faye asks, voice barely above a whisper. "Nothing hurts? Nothing feels weird? I thought that it was—" Brow furrowing as her expression crumples, Faye glances over at the marbles. Maybe it's a trick. Maybe it's all just some type of sick, twisted trick.
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Date: 2012-01-26 06:52 pm (UTC)And she's never seen Faye like this. For the time being, that's more pressing than anything she might be feeling. If there's any reason to be genuinely afraid, it's probably too late, so she'll worry about it later.
"What about you?" she asks. "Nothing hurts?"
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Date: 2012-01-26 08:36 pm (UTC)Shaking his head, Finnick again takes another step forward, his hands still out where she can see them. "I don't," he says before carefully reaching down to pick one up. It doesn't sting and isn't hot to the touch. The granules of sand sticking to it make its surface rough, but it seems otherwise harmless. "Should this be hurting me?"
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Date: 2012-01-26 09:36 pm (UTC)"What is Faye-Faye doing with these? Where did they come from?"
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Date: 2012-01-27 09:04 am (UTC)"It wouldn't," she tells Lily. "Not even if there were a hundred times this many. I was... made immune to the effects of the virus a long time ago."
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Date: 2012-01-27 10:36 am (UTC)"The island dropped them off, I'm guessing," Faye replies, quickly trying to gather as many as she can. "And who knows how many? All I know is that we need to start making that vaccine if we want to say any of these people."
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Date: 2012-01-27 05:58 pm (UTC)Lowering herself to the sand, Faye presses her forehead to her knees, taking a second to compose herself.
She can handle this, she's sure. How many times has she brushed by death? Her friends? There's no stopping it, and there's no point in expecting something nicer here and now. Maybe this island is just a chance at a reprieve, curtains tugged shut to avoid seeing the worst, tunnel vision aimed at hope.
"If they were Vincent's," she says, even though he has no way of understanding, no context— and even she never dug for more after he passed away, his story fading with his last breath. "You'd be bleeding out by now."
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Date: 2012-01-27 06:13 pm (UTC)He glances down at himself, partly for show though she's not looking at him and says, "But I'm not. See?" He picks up another few marbles, glass clinking dully against glass in his hand. "It's okay. We're both okay."
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Date: 2012-01-28 03:27 am (UTC)There aren't any planes here.
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Date: 2012-01-28 04:38 pm (UTC)"What kind of virus?" she asks, wondering why it would be here, why it would show up on the island. The only explanation, if it's not the virus, is that they're here simply to mess with Faye. It hasn't happened often, but at that thought, Lily feels a dull flicker of anger toward the island, as if it were something sentient, something that can think.
There are other questions, too. Why is it here? Why does it look like this? Why was it made? But for now, she just settles on asking the one.
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Date: 2012-01-28 08:02 pm (UTC)Because it still seems like its own inevitability.
"Sorry," she croaks, voice feeling hoarse. "I'm sure you think I'm crazy. But. I guess this is another case of the island being a bitch."
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Date: 2012-01-28 09:49 pm (UTC)Curling his fingers around the marbles, he smiles easily. "I hear that happens a lot," he says before motioning at the scatter of remaining marbles, some of which are disappearing into the sand with every fresh wave. "Does it always leave such a mess?"
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Date: 2012-01-29 12:41 am (UTC)Maybe she shouldn't have shared. Maybe it was better to keep her mouth shut. But more than anything else, Faye wanted to make sure that no one else was hurt.
"Dammit," she bit out. "I don't know who we can ask. Can you do anything with your laptop? Check the composition of these marbles."
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Date: 2012-01-29 12:51 am (UTC)"Stark-man? He has a computer, Edward can't hack it, but maybe he has scanners?"
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Date: 2012-01-29 07:13 pm (UTC)She remembers the hoarse cries of a young man, pounding against the walls, trying to escape his fate. Arms flailing through visions that no one could make sense of, and that no one could touch. Slipping always between their fingers.
"Ironically, the antidote is practically the same thing. Nanomachines that target the virus. And whenever... whenever the virus reaches your brain, or when the antivirus tries to stop it, you see a flash. Right in front of you. Slow-moving, like a butterfly."
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Date: 2012-01-29 07:25 pm (UTC)Exhausted, she lays back on the sand, not caring for the moment that it threatens to get in her hair, under her clothes. "So you're new."