Edward was confused, and hurt and everyone was asking her things she didn't know answers to. Faye thought Ed had answers, but she didn't. And Faye kept asking her questions and questions and questions and Edward was trying to give her answers, but she just. didn't. have. them.
"I DON'T KNOW!" The shout startled Edward as soon as she heard it in her own ears. It sounded angry, but Edward wasn't angry. All she knew was that there was a family happening that wasn't her family. In a home that she followed Faye to, but didn't chose herself. That for a place that was so stuck in place, everything was changing and she didn't know if she liked what it was changing to. Nor did she know what she'd want it to change to if she could change it herself.
The only thing she knew was that Ein was hers and she was Ein's. And she knew she could take care of herself and Ein. So with her software all corrupted by emotion and change, she was wiping the hard drive and re-installing her operating system from the beginning. Edward 2.0. But she still had no idea how to explain all that, or even if anyone would understand it if she did.
Feeling defeated, she sunk to the floor and pulled Ein close so she could wrap her arms around him. "Edward doesn't know and Edward wants to be alone. Edward will take care of Edward here until Edward decides to be somewhere else."
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"I DON'T KNOW!" The shout startled Edward as soon as she heard it in her own ears. It sounded angry, but Edward wasn't angry. All she knew was that there was a family happening that wasn't her family. In a home that she followed Faye to, but didn't chose herself. That for a place that was so stuck in place, everything was changing and she didn't know if she liked what it was changing to. Nor did she know what she'd want it to change to if she could change it herself.
The only thing she knew was that Ein was hers and she was Ein's. And she knew she could take care of herself and Ein. So with her software all corrupted by emotion and change, she was wiping the hard drive and re-installing her operating system from the beginning. Edward 2.0. But she still had no idea how to explain all that, or even if anyone would understand it if she did.
Feeling defeated, she sunk to the floor and pulled Ein close so she could wrap her arms around him. "Edward doesn't know and Edward wants to be alone. Edward will take care of Edward here until Edward decides to be somewhere else."