"I didn't know. I wasn't sure. When Mike and Tom disappeared, I... wasn't sure I wanted to keep 'em. I wasn't sure I should. And I know I had a choice, I still... I still felt responsible for 'em. I'm all they've got."

In the end, I would've chosen them, but as guilty as it makes me feel, I won't lie and say that I didn't think about finding someone else to take them.

"It won't be. Anybody who thinks gettin' married or havin' kids here is some kind of guarantee is in fuckin' denial. I wanna be happy for Dean and for you, and I am, but I'm not fuckin' stupid, Faye. I know this isn't like, an ideal situation."